My heart bleeds for you. At times I am OK but it is like I have an old wound that will never completely heal. With even the smallest pressure the wound opens and my heart bleeds again.
I have a special memory about you and my heart bleeds.
I wake sad after dreaming about you and my heart bleeds.
I think about the desperate circumstances we have and I start to die.
I wonder when I will hold you again and I ache.
I think about you having the same pain that I am having and I am crushed.
I don’t know how we will go on. Can we live like this forever? I don’t know, but what is the alternative? I simply can not picture giving up what I have of you now. I can not imagine losing you, it would be a pain that I don’t know if I could endure.