There is something that I don’t know how to explain.
You treat me kindly so I have a fondness for you.
You are beautiful so I am attracted to you.
You are sexual and fun so I have desire for you.
You are submissive and playful so I feel manly with you.
You are funny and make me laugh so I am joyful with you.
You are excited to spend time with me so I feel genuinely appreciated.
You are very good at what you do and I have respect for you.
I can take all of the feelings that I have and wrap them together and it will explain some of the connection I have with you. It is the nature of people that if someone were all those things you would have deep feelings. That is how we are made.
What I have for you is different. It is deeper and it is more. What I feel for you can’t be explained by the things that you do for me. There is no amount of gratitude heaped up that could make me feel how I do. To me it feels like God brought us together for an appointment and our souls are knit together.
For whatever reason He decided that we are not destined for a white picket fence, but you will still be with me forever. I told you what it feels like when I hold you and you rest your head on my chest. I do know that you have awakened “me”, it was like I was dead and now I am alive.